L'azur

Come back to me 
singer：Hikaru Utada

The rain falls on my windows
and a coldness runs through my soul 
and the rain falls  
and the rain falls 
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on our bad memories
Cuz the flash backs
oh the flashbacks won't leave me alone
If you come back to me I'll be all that you need
baby come back to me
let me make up for what happened, and

Come back, baby come back to me 
Come back, I'll be everything you need
Come back, baby come back to me 
Come back, for you're one in a million

On the bayside of Manhatten she goes shopping for new clothes 
And she buys this, and she buys that
just leave her alone 
I wish that he would listen to her side of the story
It isn't that bad, it isn't that bad
and she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated(admit I cheated) 
Don't know why I did it(why I did it) 
But I do regret it(regret it)
And nothing I can do or say can change it
Come back, baby come back to me

Everything I ever did
heaven knows I'm sorry but
I was too fantastie
you were always there for me
and my curiosity got the better of me
baby take it easy on me

Anyhting from A to Z
tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to me
you were my priority

can't you see you punished me
more than enough fority
Baby take it easy on me
Baby take it easy on me

Come back, baby come back to me 
Come back, I'll be everything you need
Come back, baby come back to me 
Come back, for you're one in a million

三月了三月了三月了。

我怎么还在这。

在电脑前不挪屁股的时长创历史新高。

早上半梦半醒中听见妈妈说这孩子做事太执着。

每当我懒得走路拦下一辆出租车，

脑袋里条件反射的想法是又白卖了一个本子。

但有人说得对，那是我的避风港。

逃避掉现实以为终于找到了可做的事可行的生活方式。

然而对比别的人，我仍然由衷感到自己不靠谱。

有时候你想做什么其实真的不那么重要。

就跟小孩子想吃糖一样。不吃不会死。还是吃点有营养的东西去吧。

这里唯一能陪我玩的小姑娘坐飞机走了。

再没有人和我去淘衣服砍价。买大甜筒。逛超市。吵着要一起睡沙发。

从今往后我只能一个人老老实实待在这上班下班空了摆弄我的网店。

我又买了新衣服你要吗来挑一件。

哦你不在这了。

被阳光晒醒，会躺在床上想要快点起来拍照。拍不好看便沮丧。半个多月过去，亢奋的状态终于要离开，情绪也再度跌落下来。

一个人裁纸。一个人剪布。一个人拿丝带在本子封面上比比划划。一个人铺好一块麻布给本子拍照。一个人面对一堆裙子手足无措。一个人把它们一一挂起再一一叠好。

我又有点想念上海那空荡荡可以在夜里听到回响的房子。想念夜里十点的淮海路和M50。想念秋水云庐里的秋千与流浪猫。想念东平路上看见的那些老洋房。想念复兴公园。想念吴江路上所有的甜品店。想念建国西路上的玫瑰花店。想念陕西南路地铁站通往巴黎春天的1号口和通往百盛的2号口。想念好多打折的PONY帆布鞋。想念宜芝多的牛奶豆腐和抹茶豆腐。想念萨莉亚的双层芝士披萨。想念巴贝拉那个也有好多芝士的面包。想念格子的拿铁。想念晚间空荡荡的一号线。想念进贤路上的那间小办公室，那是通往各处的起点。

好多个晚上自己闷在房间里裁纸。安安静静的裁出一叠叠来，挑出裁坏了的，数够几十张，用线缝起来。

买了布以后，就开始迷上布的花色和质感。裁布的时候，它不如纸那样乖，需要花时间与它相处，才能让它顺服。

做了新本子。明天去印厂，做自己的明信片。